sex sex sex

I am willing to face my fears and endure judgement like I have never known if it will give me a chance at spending the rest of my life with you.

I finally know what I want but am not sure how to pursue it.

I'm not really in any hurry to get it.

Last week I had a vision of us on our wedding day.

We'll see what happens.

things will get interesting

I just want to love you.

Please let me love you.

this god forsaken month is over

Having you a little bit is better than not having you at all.

The only person who has my heart doesn't even want it.

does anybody even care tonight?

I feel like nobody wants to hear anything I have to say.

I know what I need, but have no idea how to obtain it.

what do I do now?

I DESERVE SO MUCH BETTER

mmhmm

I was so sure about things.

And now I'm not.

FUCK FUCK FUCK.

wake up

My occupied mind is keeping my heart happy.

I fear that I will break down in my first spare moment.