hey life

you're kinda funny sometimes.

you're kinda awesome sometimes.

and you kinda suck sometimes.

please

Stop thinking that you know everything about me and how I spend my time.

You don't know the beginning of it.

This is why we'll never be close - you just assume that I'm fucking my life up.

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I'm crushing so hard! ahhhhhhh!

How will I go on living life as normally as I can when all I wanna do is obsess over this person and tell my friends everything about them?

ARGH!

oh britney ur mah gurl

I didn't cry today.

~*~Stronger than yesterday.

fuck it

My biggest flaw is jealousy.

Just fuck off already.

I don't mind

It's been raining a lot lately.

It makes me feel sad, but it's also kind of nice to be cozy and drink tea and watch the raindrops eat each other on my windows.

It also makes me appreciate the sun more. I took it for granted this summer.

I miss Calgary a lot right now. AKA party central!

I wanna snuggle in my queen sized bed with my dogs in the morning and be a party girl with my girls at night.

Soon babies, soon.

blah blah blah

I have to wonder why I always manage to do this to myself.

I never get over my heartbreaks, I just attach myself to someone else to take away the pain I'm feeling.

And that leaves me confused and lonely.

I love that I will never entirely figure myself out.