Monday, July 26, 2010


I am under the impression that you think I am someone to be feared. The truth is that I am absolutely terrified of what you could do to me, but I'll never let you know.

If you reject me this one last time, I don't know what I'll do. But you know what? I know how I deserve to be treated, and if you can't treat me properly, than saying goodbye to you will be that much easier.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

sex sex sex

I am willing to face my fears and endure judgement like I have never known if it will give me a chance at spending the rest of my life with you.
I finally know what I want but am not sure how to pursue it.
I'm not really in any hurry to get it.
Last week I had a vision of us on our wedding day.
We'll see what happens.