Thursday, September 30, 2010

oh britney ur mah gurl

I didn't cry today.
~*~Stronger than yesterday.

Monday, September 27, 2010

fuck it

My biggest flaw is jealousy.
Just fuck off already.



Saturday, September 25, 2010

I don't mind

It's been raining a lot lately.
It makes me feel sad, but it's also kind of nice to be cozy and drink tea and watch the raindrops eat each other on my windows.
It also makes me appreciate the sun more. I took it for granted this summer.
I miss Calgary a lot right now. AKA party central!
I wanna snuggle in my queen sized bed with my dogs in the morning and be a party girl with my girls at night.
Soon babies, soon.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

blah blah blah

I have to wonder why I always manage to do this to myself.
I never get over my heartbreaks, I just attach myself to someone else to take away the pain I'm feeling.
And that leaves me confused and lonely.
I love that I will never entirely figure myself out.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

the joke's on me

it was really just all in my head.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

um excuse me?

Wow.
Just wow.
That was cold.

I don't want to call you out on that bullshit or anything, but that really hurts.

There's nobody around to help me with this. They were right about him. He was trouble.

Friday, September 3, 2010

back to square one

It's so much easier to love someone who hurts you than it is to be lonely.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

the beginning of the end?

I mourned the loss of you tonight.
Why are things so drastically different from just a few days before?
It's like you're leaving already when you really just arrived.
I really hope you choose to stay in my life.