let's throw this out there

Sometimes, you just have to give up on people.

It's never going to happen, I'm not valued to you.

I'm cool with that.

advice for those who won't take it

 So I was perusing through facebook today and I noticed a lot of status updates similar to the following:

___________ thinks you're a bitch!

___________ is wondering why drama is attracted to me! It's not my fault!

___________ you're sooooo mature.

What are we? In grade 11 again? If you find that you attract drama, 9/10 it IS your fault. You either deliberately got involved, or you egged it on from the sidelines and was dragged into it. Either confront the soooooo immature person privately, write in a journal, or shut the hell up because most people don't care what you're going through. 

It's a simple concept.

young folks

Back in my own room. Back to sleeping normally at a decent temperature.

I'm happy about that.

I'm currently on a string of days off  and I'm not thrilled about it. I'm really needing a job!

But so is everyone else. How frustrating.

I really don't have anything interesting to add to the blogging world today, I just haven't updated in a few days.

mmm whatcha say?

So we've got company coming over today and they're staying in my room.

And I'm staying in the boring spare room.

Sigh. What's bothering you right now?

I'm starting a project called "My Life is a Movie". Think FML but with stories from movies. I'll post details on that later.

peace of mind

Nothing says happy holiday monday in may than rain and snow!

Yesterday, I either saw a former love interest, or someone that looked just like him.

He was with some girl, that's cool, but get this... he was pushing a stroller.

Of course I just assumed that it was his child, and even though I'm not really sure if it was him or not, all I could think was:

That could've been me.

So glad the future turned out differently. I have very specific plans for my life right now and I don't want a child until I'm ready for one.

just cause

Because Garrett and I were talking about it today, here's my Summer 2009 to-do list:

-Find 2nd job

-Find an apartment

-Film videos of me and Kathryn singing in my car

-Write a love song with Kathryn (but not about Kathryn)

-Screenwriting at VFS for a whoooooooole week!

-Miss Stampede and not care

-Clean out everything

-Take pics with my friends!

-Pack up my life and leave!

bitchcat

I fucking miss this bitchcat. Why'd ya have to get cancer and get put to sleep? :(

At least I still have pictures of you.

It's my day off, and it's dull but well deserved.

I'm loving this rain!

Before I leave, I want to take pictures of all my friends!

crack the shutters

Only 3 more tuition payments to make! I'll be so happy and relieved when it's paid for.

Job interview was yesterday. I'm not too thrilled about it.

I would gladly take out my piercings for an acting job, but not for a minimum wage retail job.

So I'm going to keep on looking for now.

I feel like I should be way more stressed out than I am. I'm making a big move in less than 4 months, I need a second job, I need a place to live...

but everything feels okay.

It's cold and rainy out, and that relaxes me.

word on the street

Word on the street is that caffeine effects males more negatively than females.

Word on the street is that bloggers are more likely to get fired from their jobs because their employers read what they write on the internet.

Interesting, but is that really justified grounds for terminating employment? We all bitch about our jobs, so does it make that big of a difference where we do it?

I'm worried about Tony. It's cool if someone wants to do drugs (their choice) but if that interferes with their graduation requirements, than we have a problem.

Star Trek was very enjoyable! Chris Pine needs to um, get inside me? I could write up a fancy review for it, but I don't think anyone would be interested.

I'd like to thank anon for their comments. It's nice to know people are reading, even if I don't know who they are.

tick tock tick tock

Everyday brings me closer to Vancouver.

It's terrifying but exciting!

I have a job interview on Monday. Please remind me to not fuck it up!

STAR TREK TONIGHT!

Live long and prosper!

hahahaha I'm such a poser.

a thousand miles

Things are going really well lately! I hope it keeps up!

Even though things aren't probably as good as I think they are.. I'm just really happy.

hands open

I seriously CAN'T wait for VFS.

Everyone go and check out Vancouver Film School's youtube channel to see some cool videos made by students (soon to be like me!)

http://www.youtube.com/user/VancouverFilmSchool

sweet potato

How did you manage to make me hate you when you're gone and love you when you're here?

Apartment hunting has commenced.

Job hunting soon to follow.

I'm going to be physically looking for an apartment in June. Oh gosh!

I still want a piglet so badly.