Thursday, April 30, 2009

as if it'll ever happen

Something to cheer ya'll up.

I'm actually kind of wishing I was taking a summer course or something.
All this free time is bullshit.
And I don't even know where to start looking for another job.
Fuck I wish I could just get enough hours.

I've had nothing to do for over a week and I hate when things get like this.
This never bodes well for me.

I really don't like living at home anymore.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

no regrets

Last night was fun!

I don't know what else to say other than I'm a little discouraged right now for a variety of reasons. I hope this feeling passes soon.

Monday, April 27, 2009

lessons learned

I wouldn't recommend falling in love with someone who couldn't somewhat grasp the extent of your feelings for them.
I've been through it, and it's not ideal.

The concept of love is so odd to me. The timing has to be absolutely perfect otherwise it won't work. Hence why I can't see anyone from Alberta right now.

I can't trust anyone just yet either. I've still got burns from the last time.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

pre summer jitters

I hate spring, it's so ugly and deceiving with it's weather. Definitely the puberty phase of the year.
I am excited for this week though! There are many things to celebrate!

I should be sleeping right now. Or studying. I didn't study much.
It's only Italian.
Here's hoping for a facile finale esame (easy final exam)
And if it's not, well that's amore!

Goodbye Mount Royal.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

get wild get rowdy

Does the girl in the picture look like me? y/n

I haven't done one productive thing this week and I'm alright with that.
Just gonna get back on the horse next week.
I have a liquor promo on Friday! An extra $68 in my pocket! :)
I hope it's busy and that there's not a lot of creepy people.
I hope I can stand for 4 hours straight...

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

love is a battlefield/buzzkill

Another boring day.
But hopefully that's changing soon!
@!!@!!&&!&!@#!#&!&!&#&!!@!@!@!&@&!@#!#&! I'M DONE SCHOOL :)
(let's pretend I don't have another exam)

Less than 4 months until I move ahhh!
craigslist is so intimidating.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

I hope I never get old

I can't wait to do this again!
I hate all this spare time that I have! I spend all day watching TV/surfing the web/lazing about.
I hate this non working business! I need money!

April is flying by! If my hours aren't increased by May, I'll get a second job. Buzzkill central!

Monday, April 20, 2009

Christians do UnChristlike things!

Just one more exam and I will no longer be a Mount Royal College student...
The year's gone by so fast! I've learned a lot... and not just from classes, either.
I'm excited for Vancouver, but I'll definitely miss MRC and the friends I made!
Gosh I remember being so nervous/excited for it!

I LOOOOOOVE Niko's Bistro in Kensington! I went there with my parents and we had a nice talk.
I like that my parents are so open minded and that they're going to love me no matter what.
Sometimes I feel a lot of pressure to get married and have kids (even though that's SO far away!).
But my parents said they'd be cool if I stayed single and childless for my whole life.
As long as I'm happy that way.
I think I do want kids one day... with a man that I love.
But marriage.............. I'm not so sure.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

mony mony

I really don't want to be another girl that throws herself at you.

I hate it when the weekend ends. Especially when I have an 8am exam tomorrow morning!
I should probably study.
But I will do the bare minimum instead. It's only writing.

I really don't like all this spare time I've got without school. I wish I was working and making money.
I will be dog sitting again this week for my parents. Last time I made $100 in 5 days!
Money for watching pets. Awesome.

I've been really inspired lately. I think it may or may not have something to do with you!

Friday, April 17, 2009

being cryptic

To end a relationship, I think you have to end it in your head first.
That's the hardest part. I like the idea of two people together.
I never really have anything interesting to say. I should post pictures.

Vancouver Vancouver Vancouver! July July July!

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

I'm 100% 50/50

If we're meant to be something more, it'll happen.
You're exactly like me... it's weird.
But I like it and I'm glad it is the way it is.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

starting fresh

I deleted all my old posts today.
I don't want to let the past distract me.

Things can change so fast! Or so slowly.

I hope we stay in touch, I really like you a lot.