Sunday, September 11, 2011


I click on your name on chat and leave the box open.
It's more satisfying than actually talking to you.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

apologies to you

Can I just take a moment to be totally honest?
I am 99% sure that I loved you.
One could say that it was purely sexual attraction, but if that was the case, I think I wouldn't have cared so much.
I hate to admit it, but you were, and continue to be, the only man I've ever cried over.
Maybe I took you too seriously?
I was sincerely broken because your actions (or non-actions) were extremely different from your words.
And things were never the same. They never will be the same.
It'll always be awkward; a forced pleasantness that will hang over us like a dark cloud at every gathering with our mutual friends.
Our eyes will flicker towards and away from each other, never to meet for a full moment ever again.
It used to be your fault, but now it's mine.
I'm sorry.

Monday, March 14, 2011

mind blowing

It's kind of amazing isn't it?
Our attitudes are so cynical towards it,
but all we want is to love and be loved in return.

Friday, February 11, 2011

sorry bro

It's gotten to the point where I would rather have you gone than here.
It's over, I'm done.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

just so you know...

you're not fooling anyone.

Monday, January 17, 2011

sweet baby girl

Some days will hurt more than others.
If he can't love you the way you want him to, leave him.
He cannot be taught.

Monday, December 27, 2010


You know what?
I get that you're concerned about me, but I am an adult and it's not your business anymore.
Stop making me feel bad about it.