oh baby

I think I'm finally over it.

Amazing!

I used to think so highly of you

I'm doing a project for voice class, and I don't want to go into details about what it is about specifically, but I went searching through old journal entries to help give me some inspiration.

I found some gems:

Oct 2
Today, I was doing my work, and he kept turning around and smiling at me. He did this 3 times, until I was like, "what?" and he just said, "nothing" and kept smiling. It's so weird.

Jan 15
Even if he likes me back or not, it's awesome knowing that there's someone who makes the effort to talk to you, not the other way around. Someone who just looks at you the right way and it makes you nervous but at the same time, you have to smile because it feels so good. There is no better relief then when you're waiting for him to show up and you're all nervous because you don't know what to say...and then when you see him, all anxiety melts away because...nothing needs to be said. And when the silence gets too awkward, he's the one starting the conversation. I don't remember feeling this way about anyone.

I hope to someday feel that way again.

huh

trying to see things from your point of view.

... you're overreacting.

she's crazy

I'm going to write a play.

You and I will be the stars.

But know that I will not paint you in a favorable light.

The girl does not find love.

The boy becomes indifferent.

And we all move on with our separate lives and crumpled hearts.

every now and then

There are many things that I would like to say to you but I don't know how

So true.

I wonder what you would like to say to me, if anything at all.

i'm not apologizing

I wish I would write more.

We are not what you think we are

We are GOLDEN.

WE ARE GOLDEN.